shut up or else >:)

I miss this :>

Life they say, is a cycle. Well I would agree with that, for today, I woke up early than the usual yet wondering of what should I do to make this day a productive one. On the process of thinking of what’s the best thing to do today, I came up with nothing. Instead, I lay my head on my pillow again and keep on wondering until then when something deep inside me knocked on my heart so I decided to be silent for a moment and realized that I should spend a day with my God. At first, I really don’t know how because I admit that I’m not a type of person who usually spends my Good Friday at the church nor in any special place that will let me connect with Him peacefully. But when I opened my eyes, I was amazed that He made me feel that with just my heart open, I can still made this day fulfilled not just physically but also spiritually. I know how hunger I am for His grace because I know that all throughout these years there’s something that’s missing in me, well I guess the service that I’ve been up to even for just a little bit of time. However, today, I was inspired again. Inspired, in way, that I should continue giving service in my own little way. Through this, I can give Him back all that He had given me and also through this, I know He will be happy that I am still His daughter, His daughter who was once awakened through the help of this community I’ve been before. I don’t even know why I blogged this thing here on my tumblr, but I felt that I have to. Not to brag or so, but to share my own happiness in this little realization that I’ve had a while ago. I hope you all did to. Have a peaceful Good Friday to all. :)